Yes, I Know I'm Weird
Lately I've been wondering if my weight problem might be related to some kind of thyroid problem..among other symptoms, my weight fluctuates 5-10 pounds in 24 hours..my throat swells and sometimes goes down..I have adema in my legs and feet..of course when I lose the 10 pounds in a day, it's when I'm not swollen and then I gain the weight back when I look swollen again..I notice vegetables and fruit helps a little..that's why I lost 10 pounds in about 24 hours once cuz I ate two salads in that amount of time..
WELL..on to the weird stuff..
I've been wanting to get into psychometry and healing..especially with chakras..I've experimented a little bit and it (or because of a placebo effect) has made me healthier and my artistic drive went up..tho lately, I've slacked off on the meditation and I've gone back to my old ways a little..
well, now I'm wanting to do a little reflexology..mostly with my hands since it would be easiest..and I created a weird theory! This thyroid (if that's what it is) problem started in high school and got worse after high school..I was looking at a hand chart and found out where the "thyroid" section is in my hand..I went to write down something and noticed that when I use a pencil, it presses against this "thyroid area"..then it dawned on me......I used to write A LOT and take notes and doodle A LOT until I went to high school..then we started using more computers and I stopped taking as many notes around 10th or 11th grade..but I was still doodling..THEN I even stopped doodling and barely wrote in college..
so I wonder........will my adema (and thus my weight) go down if I go back writing and doodling a lot?
Even if it's a placebo effect, if it works, it works and it's worth a try..
I'm also going to meditate on blue and eat vegetables so it's not gonna be very scientific, but I don't care! I just wanna try without making a big life style change..
Plus, I wanna lose 20 pounds by Halloween to do my Samara (from the Ring) costume..Kitty said she'd be able to paint me to look like the dead Samara seen on this page..I'm also making a box into a TV with a hole cut out of it, so I look like I'm coming out of a TV when I bend over..
*Sigh* I Hope I Can Graduate
Can't I get a break??? Geez...I emailed the teacher on the 28th about wether or not I need to write a 9th wekly report and I don't get an email by the 30th (which was my presentation)..so I thought I was done..I check my email on the 4th, and see he emailed me on the 31st telling me I DID need a 9th Week report..and to ask my mentor for a final grade..Well, the grades were due by the 3rd (he wouldn't take a late one anyway, and it was Due on the 31st)..so hopefully I don't have an incomplete..if I do, I don't graduate! I told him to give me an E..anything is better than an I..and hopefully losing 10 points won't be too harsh on my grade..